Sup, Ash?

Hey Ash.

So, I want you to read this post, and whatever parts of this blog you can be bothered to read. I'm passing you this link and making you read it, for no reason other than that I want you to understand, if nothing else, one thing. You have always seen the real me. There are certain people, who I always let see the real me, so that they can keep me in check by simply existing. You've always been one of them. Just a few weeks ago, you told me you knew better than that, but apparently something changed. So even if you can't trust me, I trust you. And that, is enough for me.

You want actions? This is not only the best I can do, after this, I have nothing left to show you who I truly am, because this is it. This is the end of the line. The only other person that ever reads this, is Scott. That's it! I haven't shown one of these (I tend to cycle a new one every few years. The last one was filled with Tori shit, if you're so inclined to dig through it >_<) to anyone in a long time. But I trust you. So here. My collection of inner most thoughts, whinings, what have you. W/e. With this, I'm basically handing you my diary and a permanent key to my soul?

Know that I trust you, regardless of anything else. This is it. There are no masks beyond what I show here. No lies, no deceptions. I've tried my best to make sure you only ever see the "real" me, whatever that is, and this is the finish line. After this I have no more secrets hidden from you. Whether or not you want to believe it, is completely up to you. I physically can not do any more.

Now go, click a few links, skim a bit. Read around. Idk. Stuff.