Wednesday, March 13, 2013

On Logic Cannons and Emotions

Clarification: On AVERAGE, the only emotions I can claim to be genuinely capable of registering, are Anger and Sorrow. Sorrow comes easy, anger even more so. And they feed each other. Anger seems to be my default mode, not even on purpose, nor is there a reason for it, just is. And I am definitely capable of feeling the extremes of each.

But I've noticed, sorrow comes at the end of a failed Logic Cannon attempt. I tend to attempt to solve things first by powering up the logic cannon and firing, and I've realized something: Nobody likes logic, and nobody likes being told their emotional state is wrong. I mean it can be, and it often is, but nobody likes, and nobody responds in kind, and things get bad, and then when logic fails I go "Well Fuck wtf wtf wtf" and yay depression.

I seem to think that objective, flat logic, is undeniable. And yet, the human condition makes it easily deniable. And that frustrates me. And causes anger and sorrow. And I just give up.

So idk, I really don't know anymore. How to deal with people.

And yet I need to.

FML.

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