Con and more.

Megacon was this past weekend. It was fun enough. Still. Wish I hadn't gone. Too many reasons why. Entirely too many reason. Had to stop running away from one lie I had been telling myself. Really wish I could avoid it, really wish I could go back to pretending it didn't exist. But the cat's out of the bag. So now I've got to start pushing everything back into it' "Doesnt Exist" closet. Because there are things in life that one has to deal with in the worst possible manner, because otherwise nobody wins. So that happened. Con was generally an ok experience with conecntrated, poignant moments of extreme depression that were substantiated.  Overall: No bueno.

On second thought. It really wasn't that bad. Wasn't that bad at all.

Can one ever truly make up for their sins against another? If you've wronged a person, is it ever possible to do right by them again? I don't think so. But I'm trying my best. Even if only to counteract the negative impact on their lives with an equal positive impact. Even if they don't recognize me, I'll keep trying. Not much else I can do.